You were mine (I lost…)

I really want you close to me

But far away from my heart as you can be

I need a little guarantee

Before I start taking down my walls

Before I let you take it all

Cause there are some things we can’t fight

And if you really knew me you would know I was right

Cause my heart’s a million pieces shattered

Cheaply plastered together

And we can fight about how I don’t trust you

And how saying you love me won’t make it believe you

And by some miracle that you really do

Then I want to dedicate this song to you

Cause I know I lost

The best thing that ever happened to me

I lost my first and last chance to being happy

I lost everything I ever wanted

Cause I couldn’t handle being broken one more time

And if you got past that line,

Then I want to know you

I still wish you were mine

I’m sorry I couldn’t be everything you were to me

I’m sorry I couldn’t believe things I couldn’t see

I’m sorry cause I hurt you like they hurt me

And that I was to busy protecting myself

That I couldn’t even take your help

No no no

I’m sorry I’m made you love me

Or at least that’s what you said

Cause I know I lost

The best thing that ever happened to me

I lost my first and last chance to being happy

I lost everything I ever wanted

Cause I couldn’t handle being broken one more time

And if you got past that line,

Then I want to know you

I still wish you were mine

I’ll runaway never come back

You didn’t deserve being treated that

You need someone pretty

Someone sane

Maybe I’ll be that someday

But when that day comes

You’ll need something more

Always one step behind

Behind the closed door

Cause I know I lost

The best thing that ever happened to me

I lost my first and last chance to being happy

I lost everything I ever wanted

Cause I couldn’t handle being broken one more time

And if you got past that line,

Then I want you to know

I still wish you were mine