You were mine (I lost…)

I really want you close to me

But far away from my heart as you can be

I need a little guarantee

Before I start taking down my walls

Before I let you take it all

Cause there are some things we can’t fight

And if you really knew me you would know I was right

Cause my heart’s a million pieces shattered

Cheaply plastered together

And we can fight about how I don’t trust you

And how saying you love me won’t make it believe you

And by some miracle that you really do

Then I want to dedicate this song to you

Cause I know I lost

The best thing that ever happened to me

I lost my first and last chance to being happy

I lost everything I ever wanted

Cause I couldn’t handle being broken one more time

And if you got past that line,

Then I want to know you

I still wish you were mine

I’m sorry I couldn’t be everything you were to me

I’m sorry I couldn’t believe things I couldn’t see

I’m sorry cause I hurt you like they hurt me

And that I was to busy protecting myself

That I couldn’t even take your help

No no no

I’m sorry I’m made you love me

Or at least that’s what you said

Cause I know I lost

The best thing that ever happened to me

I lost my first and last chance to being happy

I lost everything I ever wanted

Cause I couldn’t handle being broken one more time

And if you got past that line,

Then I want to know you

I still wish you were mine

I’ll runaway never come back

You didn’t deserve being treated that

You need someone pretty

Someone sane

Maybe I’ll be that someday

But when that day comes

You’ll need something more

Always one step behind

Behind the closed door

Cause I know I lost

The best thing that ever happened to me

I lost my first and last chance to being happy

I lost everything I ever wanted

Cause I couldn’t handle being broken one more time

And if you got past that line,

Then I want you to know

I still wish you were mine

BoysLikeYou

I wish I could stop falling for you

But there’s something I just gotta say

You are almost everything I could ever want

But just so far away

I just wanna see you smile

Get lost in your arms for a little while

Cause there are these moments when you look at me

I can’t believe the air I breath

You are so close to making every dream of mine come true

As I sit and wonder how would it feel like to be close to you

I don’t need you

I don’t really want you

But you, you pull in me in like a force I can’t resist

I just wanna hate you sometimes I really do, but then you smile at me

And all the walls go down

And in this torture, I pray you’ll always be there to bring me down

Every moment that starts the race has occurred

But I’m still standing here so scared

I see your eyes staring at me sometimes

And sometimes they’re gentle sometimes as hard as ice and cold

And you’ll never understand how it feels to be so alone

Know someone already saved you and  now, know you just want somebody to take you home

But I’ve got you pinned, no I’ll never win, no, no

Cause I know boys like you

Think you’re so great at everything you do

So you think you’re so much better than me

And this shit I don’t believe

But no matter how much I try

I can’t stop myself from falling for you every time