It Won’t Be

Life is simple

Try to find your way home

Race to the very end

Make friends with the one who knows you better than yourself

For He will always to be there to help

And life can be beautiful

Life can great

Life can be everything we wanted and more

But for some reason, I can’t shake the feeling

If you’re not mine it just won’t

I remember the way you talked the first time, I can hear it in my mind

I remember the way it felt when our eyes first meet

I remember how it felt to have your ears listening to me

I can remember how you smile and how all I want to do is smile too

And life won’t be beautiful if I don’t have you

If I don’t have you smiling at me

If I don’t have you making me feel beautiful again

If I don’t have you telling me how you pray twice a day

I can’t see of the beauty that surrounds me

When your lighting is blinding me

And life just won’t be beautiful

If you’re not mine

This ain’t fair to me or you

I deserve to believe in something that I can hold on to

This is a dream of fantasies of you and me

But do you even see me?

Because there is someone whispering in my ear

That I’m not good enough for you

He’s trying to bring me down,

And lies are lies

But nothing makes me believe that he’s wrong

And if I believe him then all the other lies will be possible to believe

If he tells me that life can’t be beautiful, then maybe I’ll believe it won’t be

If he tells me that life can’t be great and that life will never be everything I needed,

Then maybe it won’t be

I don’t want you to think I’m crazy

I’m not lonely

You maybe not be a lovely as you seem to be

But if you won’t let me in, I will never know

If you’re not then maybe life could start to be as beautiful as it could be

But if you don’t, life just won’t

It won’t be

 

Sincerely,

#39