“christian”

You make me sick to my stomach

You make me hurt like no one else could

I wanted you to be

Everything he denied me

But you denied me too

After I put all my hope in you

You have pushed me away

I wonder if you wished

I would have stayed

You always did say I can’t miss you till you’re gone

I wished I could have understood then

You never say that unless you never will

Oh how that thought kills

you try to be a little bit like him

But forgiveness is your weakness

As is love, as is your pride

I know you’re trying but you hurt me everytime