This is a conversation I had with one of my best friends when discussing college and the recent disappointment of not getting into the music program there. If you are a music lover and this is what you want to do for your life, I suggest you read it. 
Today
Did I tell you i didn't get into to Western's music program?
Report · 19:56
What?!
When did you find out?
I’m so sorry Bre
Report · 19:57
I think Friday.
so I didn't get into Fullerton or Western.
Report · 19:57
But everything happens for a reason. Whatever college you end up going to, there is a purpose. Your prince charming will be at the college that you choose :)
Report · 19:58
I love you! Thank you for saying that!
I was thinking that myself. Now like I have said I have been becoming more religious and I was thinking about how God has a plan for me.
but I think I’m going to go to western
I’m think I’m going to work summer on auditions and then go back and audition again.
Report · 19:59
Don't worry Bre. my friend who wished he got into Berkeley came to Davis and then found his girlfriend and his passion for agriculture that he definitely could not have discovered in Berkeley because Berkeley doesn't have an agriculture program!
nice! :)
Report · 20:02
I think I will just go to western. It was weird when i realized that maybe I wasn't ready for western the minute i wanted to go there.
Wait so you got into western but not the music program?
Report · 20:04
Yes, I got into to western with a 4,000 dollar scholarship a year
Just not the music school .
Report · 20:13
well Bre its amazing! Son't limit yourself to music! college is the time to take classes you want to take and see if its interesting! I just found out o like chemistry hahaha :)
you can audition but keep your options open!
you're going to love college
a new start
new everything
no one to limit you
you can do what you want to do
because you feel its best
and not because someone else says you should
everything is in your power
:)
Report · 20:14
If I want to go with the idea that maybe God has a plan for me then maybe he wants me to look at other subjects. But honestly I don't see that happening.
see and this is why. first of all, I have loved music all my life and I always said i wanted to be a singer. all the time. Every time I didn't get a solo in my elementary school choir, I cried.
Which was quiet often. Second of all, music has helped me through so much.I connect with it and like it was said in August Rush ( i don't know if you saw that movie) 'I believe in music the way some people in magic.’
Music has kept me sane.
thirdly, it has always gave me self confidence. I know I’m good. I’m not great but that's okay but i can't work at it. at the end of the day though it had always gave me self esteem
lastly, its who i am. L never feel more like myself then when I am on stage singing and performing. I feel like me. I feel like every time I sing, its the real me screaming out, "here I am"
the real me no one knows.
Report · 20:23
well maybe when you work in the summer for your audition, you will realize how much you love music! it does seem like you love music and that its your passion! imagine how much more you'll appreciate getting into the program the second time around! maybe you’re meant to learn how much you truly love music this summer! everything happens for a reason! i believe in you bre. a lot of people do :)
Report · 20:23
thank you :)
i think that might be so. that this is testing me to see how much i really want it.
its interesting because with in the first few seconds of getting the letter saying no to accepting me in the program I never once thought I wasn't capable.
I knew maybe I wasn't ready for the program but I never thought I couldn't do it.
and also I immediately go on the computer and emailed the school and asked how can I get in later on. what can I do.
I immediately looked up a new voice teacher. Trying to find a way to get better. It set a fire under my butt unlike anything else.
Report · 20:27
:)
Report · 20:29
I want it more anything. Asking me to not sing is like asking me to not breath. insane and will only lead me to my death. melodramatic but its kinda the truth. not the part that it would lead me to my death.
but you don't have to think about breathing you just do that is what singing is to me.
Report · 20:30
:)
Report · 20:31
i think i might. :)
i know this sounds really corny but who cares.
Report · 20:31
no its amazing!
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