Poems from a Love Affair

Well, this is collection of poems I wrote These poems were written by inspiration given from family, friends, and any movie with a love affair. If you notice they are in chronological order like the "Final Goodbye" and written from the "other woman's" point of view. Enjoy and comment.

"You can barely see yourself
And you don't see me at all."
I still pick flowers in the spring
Save it for the winter
I will be missing the green
Keep them as long as time permits
I'm a sentimental
I must admit
I wonder if you think of me
From time to time
Cause everyone knows
You should be with me
Silly Boy
You don't see it ?
Do you?
What can I do?

Everytime they break your heart
We all watch you fall apart
Just spend a day with me
And you'll see
I'm exactly what you have been looking for
But I would understand
If you want to close the door
Cause I think you need time
To open yours eyes
To the world around you
Cause the problem isn't me
It's your in capability
To yourself truly
It's your insanity
Baby it's driving up the walls
You can barely see yourself
And you don't see me at all

Courage; Faith's Hope
Courage...
It is what leads us to the battlefield
Faith...
What gives us hope
But when our faith is falling
Ripping at the seams
A single glimpse of light
Of hope is left
The last hope
Faith's last hope...
Courage

Here I am...
At the battlefield
As my faith in me and you was slipping
My last hope was growing
The courage in me was growing
I would have rather died on the battlefield
With my faith
Than live with no faith at all

"I just can't be Noah Right now."
What was that?
An apology
For the misleading
Or for acting like you really knew me?

Did you ever see me at all?
Even when they let you fall?

Questions plague me
As time goes by
Building like the weeds
Growing in my mind

Tell me
Is this how little you think of me?
So selfish
Asking you to be
A man from a fantasy

Or was the words you said
Made to save you from guilt,
For knowing you had to break my heart

The worst that could be
Is these words where said to
Convince yourself that
We weren't meant to be

Funny how I still believe

What You Will See When You Look in Your Eyes
I feel the need to pull away
When you catch me in the eyes
Why don't I ever try?
Because when I look
I fall deep in your hazel eyes
The pit, the hole
And I see the spiders crawling
Up the walls
Even they, too afraid
To see what happens next
I sit in this hole through spring
Summer,
And fall
But when winter comes
The snow falls
I will leave
To a fire with a glass of bourbon
With me to a scene one could only dream
But when the snow melts
You will look in the hole and find nothing
In the hollow hole of your hazel eyes


Final Goodbye
How dare you!
Treat me like a concubine
Like a common swine
Not even worth your time
You drag me along
But shoo me away
Never giving me the time of day
To make you see the love
I could have gave
My heart and soul
And body was yours to take
Little did I know after you used it
You would throw it away
But a friend once told me
Jerks are like the chickenpox
Once the hurt is over
It will forever stop
And once you will the justification
You forced to me
You'll see
Why this is my final goodbye